kenangan mngusik jiwa....

haaaaa.....tjuk pn dh suspen kan....sjew je ak rsa nk "mengepost" kngn lma.....

kngn ngn fmly spnjang beberpa thun lpas...ceehhwahh....ttba rsa trngt blik...al-mklum lah..fmly jauh skrg....

sooo,lyan jew llaa pic2 "mngusik jiwa" nih..ahahah....

i time ktorg g hnymoon 1fmly.....;)

yg ats ni kt gnting..xingt bilaa..eheh;)

ni plak time g lgkwi..yg pnting,jrwat tu npak..=_=

ma & umi....mkn mcd...

my love..eheheh....;)

ni kt pd...gmuknyew ak...o_0

ni plak time ktorg mkn2 + clbrtes......

bila knak2 ribena dpt mkn aiskrim...ahahah

woooww...posing cm mdel...tpi mdel cap truan jew laa....

taaraaaa....my fther's cake....asenyew cam 2thun lps kott...

yyuummmm.......satey2.....;)

ptong ..jngn xptong..eheheh

wth umi n ma....ni zman knk2 ag..f3 kot...

fuuyoo...nilah menu plhan kam...ni time dinner kt renaisen grden....

kekenyangan...ehehhe

uuiitt...ank sape lpr ni...ahahha

my desert...BEST!!!!!

nahh...ambik ko...tggal kpla ikn jerkk...ahahah.^__^

ni time buln puasa....MCDtime...^_^

adooiii...last2 ni mls nktulis cption...eheheh...

k la..gtg now.....^__^

bila diriku gedik ngn cmera..ahahah

eeuuww...gedik nyew..ahaha....ni laa dri ak bla gler cmera..NOT GLER GLAMOR ok...!;)

hmmm..;)

pic ni time bru spai umh..eheh;)

tdung xbpe nk jdi tnpa onning... ;)

muka bulat...;)

sengal versi 1...;P

ni time kt kg..with onning...xnpk buat..yeayea...;)

asal pic ni gedikss smcm jerkk..+_=

terlebih origina lighting ..eheheh..;)

alhamdulilah...... ;)

 "ak bosan dngn cntamu..ak rsa buang msa..kau slalu mendustakan..cintaku...."~
  bosan ngn cnta sape lakk ni????ngn MyB kew????oowwchh...no3.....sjejew ni...time updte dte blog,tetiba lgu ni mncul..ahahah...i xpnah bsan k ngn MyB!!! ok2..bkn ni nk cter sbnarnyew.....hihihi

last nites,k agak emo cit ngn MyB.....erkk...slah2...not "CIKIT" tpi "BNYAK" sbnarnyew....uhuhu..
don't know why...sorry hby...saya xsngja ....;(..sriusly xsukew emo2 ni..tpi smlm.....hmmmmm......
agak trsa ckit ngn MyB smlm...tmbh2 bila die ckp,pning dh ngn ak...huhu...sob3...bru jew nk juk hti time tu....
pas lk fon,tetiba jerkk gedik air mata nk kuar..waaa...sukew toll laa...gedik jew lbih air mta ni...nk tdo pn ssh...

bila dh xleh tdo..pew lgi...mcm org gler xtaw nk wtpew...bca bku pn xkena..itu xkena,ini xkena...adoiii....
nk msj MyB,die dh hyut tdo...huh.........last2...ak dgr ayat2 suci al-Quran kt hp smbil baring.....yaAllah...prsaan msa tu xdpt nk gmbrkan...SANGAT tenang....hlg smua mslh....uhuhu....al-Quran kan ubt sgaladuga....alhamdulillah....hti n fkran ak dh tnang n dh lpkn pew yg blku smlm....last2...ak lena ngan bacaan ayat2 al-Quran....

p/s; "jika kamu dalam kesushan...jiwa dan fikiran mu tdak tenang..maka,mohonlah pertolongan kepda Allah..sesungguhnya hnya ALLAH yg mmpu mnolongmu....tpi jngan lah kamu lupa padaNya disaat kamu senang...krana kesenangan itu dtangnya dari Allah....."

nurul akmal dirisik someone????!!!

statement punn dhhh kntroversi...hahah.....

xnk komen papew psal ni...just wait n see....hahahahah...;P

kedinginan...!

         hhmmm....ari2 yg ak lalui skrg cam mkin sepi jerkkk............why erkk???tell me why???

mybe sbb ak rsa bosan n sunyi jerkk coz skrg MyB kn dh start kje....so,agak bsan laa...die bilk pun dh lwt..

tmbh2 klu die wat ot...waaaaaaaaaaaa...........mulaa ak pk ngtif....ishh33.....

xmo33....THINK POSITIVE !!!!

teeeetttttttttttttttttt........i miss him....really miss him....hby,i wish u are here wth me..;(

sjak dua menjk ni,ase cam dngin...beku..kaku jerkk hbngn ni....(prsaan ak je kott...)ntah..xthu nk ckp.....

nsb baek laa ak ngah bz ngn exm gk...so,leh laa bt2 lpa feeling tu......(cehh,,cam blkon lk nk feeling2..ahah)

xnk dh cter lbih2...nti bnjir lakk blog ni...ahahah...

fokus kema!!!!fokus......!

p/s : YaAllah..kuatkanlah hati dan pendirian hambaMu dalam mhadapi cubaan dan dugaan dlm khdupan...

        teguhkan lah dan tetapkanlah keimananku agar ak mampu mghadapi stiap dgaan dngan tenang dan sabar...

        sesungguhNya..hnya padaMu ak memohon pertolongan...amin..

p/s; andai cnta die untuk ku dan cntaku untuknya,tetapkan lah prasaan cnta itu dlm hati kami.....moga 

       hbgan ni kekal dan dirahmati Allah..amin....

i love this....i love u hby..<3

4months already.....;)

ni kira flashback story ok.....290511 ckup laa 4bln relationship ak ngn MyB.....

cehwahhh...bnyi cam dh 4thun jerkkk...ahahah.....alhamdulillah.....moga our relationship ni

diberkati Allah n kekal shngga akhir hayat..amin...(ayat skima + jiwangg tahap krtikal...ahaha)

ermmm....dlm msa 4bln ni,bnyk bnda act ak bljr n thu psal dri MyB....

xtaw laa die cmner kan...eheheh....;)

bkn tu jeww taw nk cter sbnar nyew...de ag yg pling special...

ttteeettt.............apekah yg special sgt tuh???jeng3......on 290511.MyB dtg kl beb....

epy xtaw nk ckap dh...ehehe....rsa nyew ni kot "hdiah" pling istmwa ak dpt dri die...

wink2....sukew2....terharu glerr ak bla die snggup  dtg kl..=_=

die btolak dri preak kul4.5o pgi asenyew....mmg awl gler laa...

huhuhu....cian die pgi2 dh kna bngun..al maklum laa...MyB ni ssh ckit nk bgun pgi..ahaha

jht gler ngte kt bf sdri...;P.......so,die smpai kl sntral dlm kul8 kot...then die trus dtg cmpaka...

waaaaaaaaaaaa............lpas gakkk rndu ak kat die...uhuhuh....ensem lakk ak tgok die...eheh

(meti die prasan nti...;P)...

pastu,first time gak ktorg g breakfast together kat kdai mamak...

pas dh knyang isi prut,ktorg trus grak g ts...dating kt cner...ahahaha....dating tu bebb....

aritu ktorg tgok cter "kugfu panda 2"....mmg terbbaaikkk laa cter tuhh....

mmg riuh rndah dlm pnggung tuh...dh mcm kt psar mlm ak rsa...ahahha...gelak pnya psl tgok cter tu...

thanks to MyB yg decide nk tgook cter tuh....;)

biase laa...dh tgok movie,prut pun mla bnyanyi2...ehehe....

kali ni ktorg mkn kat Kenny coz MyB nk sgt rsa mkn kat ctu....so,mlantak laa ktorg smpai "buncit" prut..

ahahahah...................dating2 gak..tpi solat jngn lpa...( mood alim jap..)

then,ktorg g jln2 area bibi...lpak kat pavi jap...

perrgghhh...rmai org time tuh ...kbtulan de even pew ntah kat pavi....dh pnat bjln kaki

kktorg dduk laa lpak kt kusi...( asal smua bnda ak nk story ni....ahahah)

cian tgok MyB yg pnt pikul beg bju...;)xksah laa..yg pnting die ensem..eheh

disebbkn pavi xde somthing yg mnrik,ktprg punb g laa lpak kat klcc lak....tmpt first date ktorg....

cehhwahhh.....imbas blik memori daun pisang dlu2..ahahah.......msa bsama MyB tu mmg best sgt.....

sdih pn adew time tu coz kul9 die dh nk blik prak..;(

mlm menjelma.....masa semakin sngkat....(pngruh cter nurkasih....ahaha)..saat2 krtkal dh time ni...

jap g MyB dh nk g klsntral....huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..............;(

bleh palk time ni MyB wat2 mnja ngn ak...seb baek ak xnangis jerkk...eheheh....

so,last2 ktorh tpsah kat m.jmek...huhuhu...sdih beb....

tpi nk wat cmner kan..insyaAllah...de rezeki nti,kiter jmpa ag yer....;)

thanks hby coz snggup dtg jauh2 nk jmpa your gf yg sengal nih...

ehehhe.....hope our relationship kkl k..amin.....if u ask me "do you love me"?...

then...i'll say "NO" bcoz i always love you...

p/s : pic xdpt nk upload coz smua pic adew ngn MyB...waaaaaaaaaaaa...

die xnk bgi kat sya...kdekut kan.....eheheh....

tipu jerkkk.....;)

blik KAMPUNG!!!!!

wwooottt2.......lma nyew xupdate blog....bz ckit....(xtaw laa bz ngn pew..)

ok2...tgok tittle pun dh taw excted nk cte blik kg aritu.....eheh...cer citer cer citer...

gni..pda suatu ari,sang kncil bjln ngn si kura2....ahahah...dh mngrut dh ni...

ok2..back to story ok....

2june11,ak ngn kak ak blik kg!!!yahooo...."ooo..blik kg..oooo...blik kg...hati girang..."

best wooo dpt blik kg...bkn snang beb...tu pun ak wat "cuti sdri" time2 nk exm ni...

ahahah....dasyat tolll.....ade ak ksah???xkan....;P

ak smpai klate dlm kul1tghri....jln jem kot..biase laa...cti sek kn...

tpi yg xbest nyew,ak xbrpe chat time blik tu..selsma ngn pning...adoii..=_=

smpai jerkk umh,trus tido...pnt sgt...mlm tu de smyang hjat lak...

after maghrib ak dh ciap2 tlg apew yg ptut tuk mjlis mlm tu..pnt gak laa...

so,lpas smua org dh blik...ak laa yg kena bsuh pnggan magkuk...uhuhuhu.....

even time tu bdan mmg pnt + lesu + pening..ak kena gak bsuh..klu x,sape ag nk bsuh....

nk hrapkan adik ak???ermm...harammm..........

fuhh...mmg pnat glerr arini....pas settle smua,ak msj jap jerk ngn MyB coz pnat...

MyB pun pnt gak coz die dh start keje...uhuhuu....

so,cter tok 2hb hbs kat ctu...ehehe....

bbyeee..............;)

REALITI..............

realiti???rancangan realiti tv tu kew???? ehhh22,,,nononono.....its not "that reality" ok....

i juz want to write something about our life...NOT JUZ MY LIFE OR YOUR LIFE....

but OUR LIFE..... (mod omputeh mn lakkk nii weii......;) ) ok2...back to stry....as we know , kite dlhirkan juz like kain putiih yg bersih...suci n no dust at all.....( mmg terbalik tolll english ak....adoiii...)

our parent will create or something like draw colour to us.....bila mkin bsar,mkin dewasa..mkin matang..

so , dri stu lah mulanyew our true life....( mknanyew khdupan sbnar...ehehhe..)...tpi xsmua hdup tu indah...

LIFE pun de corkk die gak bebb...kjap cntik..kjap x...juz same like our life..sometime ok...but sometime not ok ...

(pew sbnarnyew ak nk ckp ni...??) realiti hdup n xsperti yg kite byangkan...xsperti yg kite inginkan...

xsmua yg kite inginkan tu kte akan dpt..kdg2 kite terpaksa mlepaskn sesuatu yg sgt kite syg took kbaikn brsama..,..sama cam ak gak la....pnah mngalami stuasi skr dlm hdp.....tpi Allah itu maha adil...Allah xkan 

menduga hambaNya melebihi kmmpuan seseorg itu tok hdapi nyew...alhamdullillah...ak bjya hdapi dgaan tu...;)

Rumah Allah yg sgt2 ak teringin nk pergi...insyaAllah 1day....;)

p/s : act,ak pn xtaw pew yg ak tulis tuh...main tlis jew bnda kt otak ni....tpi de mkna bsar tu dsbalik kate2 tu..

ehehheh......;)

=_=

               Astaqfirullah.....YaAllah...jiwa ak sgt tdak tnang arini....hnya pdamu ak

memohon ketenangan jiwa.....berilah hambaMu ini ketengan

wlaupun sbsar zarah...=_=

mlm ni ak rsa tnsion...srabut sgt..hmmm...nothing to say..

psal prob tu,ak rsa rmas...xsukew smthing yg 

nak kena repeat for many times......ak story kat die psal prob tu....

tpi ntah laa...its like something wrong somewhere...i don't know...

ksian kat MyB..xpsal2 jdi mgsa lpas tnsion ak.....tpi ade smthing yg

buat ak trsa ngn die act..but,juz forget it.....tipu laa klu ak xde rsa bslh ngn MyB....

ak thu MyB bnyak bsbr ngn ak...bsbar ngn PERANGAI aku...

die mmg baek....baek dri sgala aspek...( xthu npew mlm ni ayat ak skima smcam jerkkk..)

p/s : hby,syg thu syg bnyk bt slah...hby pn sgt2 sbr ngn prngai ni....

tpi 1jew syg nk hby thu,u are the best in my life....

moga hubungan ini kekal dan dirahmati Nya..insyaAllah....

I LOVE YOU........

aaaaargrgggghhh..............totally not in mod....hmmmm...pe jadahnyew ngn ak ni...

bngun pgi dh mula skit kpala la....pning laa...bdan pnas laa....pe kes wei...?????

try to be in mod but FAIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!

smlm sk emo lak ngn MyB...uuuhhhh.....xsukew tol laa bila emo...

rsa bsalh pn de gak ngn MyB smlm....die col baek2,ak ckp ksar lak...

arrrgghh...sape suh wat cmtu...dh nk msuk 4bln relationship ni,

xkan xthu ag ak jnis cmner....hmmmm....

mmg laa ssh nk org fhm dri kite,tpi xkan bda kecik cmtu pn xleh nk fhm...

this is not first time k...waaa......bapak crius ak xsukew nk emo2 ni....

dingin saca ew bngan ni.....

back to normal plzzzzzzzz............

don't want be like this....;(

bohhhsaaaaannnnn...........

tettttttttttttttt................ptg3 ni klu tido mmg bset beb,,tpi mslhnyew ak xleh tido..huk3...

waaa.....dh laa MyB sunyi sepi...senyap sedu jew weii.....waaaaaaaaaa...mn hlg maaa???nk kte die dah g rehesal tu,xkot...msj pun x..ih3...btuah pnya bf...eheheh.....

dek krna i mls nk trun bli mknan tdi..so,i msak jew laa...tu pun "terpaksa'..ahahahha...klu x,mati kebulur laa jwbnyew.......;P....bak kte MyB " syg ni,smua bnda mls..xthu laa pew yg rjin nyew....?".ehehe....

well,klu suh ak shopping ker,jln2 ker,mmg xyah sruh,aku dngn rela hti buat smua tu..wkakaka....

skrg ni ngah "gile" edit blog ni...adddoiiii...poning dbuatnyew....sjew nk bgi blog npak cntik cam tuan die..(huhauhauaha...prasan thap pew dh ni....)....smbil2 update blog,smbil2 ak mkn...hamppehh...cmner laa bdan xgmuk...^_^

ok2...dah2 laa tu kema oiii...baik ang wat keje lain....ngeeee......

daaa......;0

its all about MyB..............

errrrrkkkkkkkkkk...taw nk mula dri mn.....eheheh...ok2...ni smua psal MyB...tetiba rsa nk
write something about him.....maybe coz i miss him so much...( ahahaha...ape kejadahnyew ak ni...sengall..)

his name is Ahmad Khairuzzaman Ahmad Khalil.......mula2 knl dlu,ak pnggl khai....( ala2 khai af2 tu...huahuahua....)ok2...back to stry....tpi bila dh lma knl..bru taw kwn2 die pnggl die man.....;)
umurr die???xyah ckp laa....yg pnting ak ag muda dri die....( nk jgak mention tuh..eheheh)....
ank sulung dri 2bradik...kira bang long laa niii.....(tpi mnje jew ak tgok...ahahah...)adik die boy..umr 18 kot...
mak die ckggu..ayah die cam uruskan kilang kat prak...klu xclap laa tu...eh2,blom papew dh thu psal fmly die yew....eheheh....( muka bngga jap....)

yg ak thu dlu die stdy kat kuantan..poli kot...xsure sgt laaaa......after hbs dip kat cner,die smbung stdy kat
upm serdang.......(xsure kos pew...tpi de kaitn ngn food laaa.....)hmmmm.....tu lah ckit2 psal MyB ni....

ok2..skrg nk ckp pasal diri @ perangai die lak.....( mcm penganalisis lak.....ahahha..).....msa knl dlu,die malu2 ckit....(tpi sbnarnyew ak yg malu...eheheh...cover line ckit..)tpi 1 jew ak respect,msa first time jmpa,die xkntrol macho pun...die jdi dri sdri..yellaaa,seetngah laki yg agak poyo kan sukew kntrol dpan pmpuan....knonnyew nk tnjuk bguslaa....but he's not....i like it.....^_^...n die mmg agak peramah orgnyew...
xsombong...baik...caring.....loving.....( dh lbih2 ni...ehehhe...) n dri pew yg ak nmpak spnjng relationship ni,die xsuke sshkan org.....;)

daahhh222....xleh puji lbih2....eheheh....tpi die xpndai nk pjuk pmpuan....,..(sbb ak ske majok...hhhaaa)
but it's not  big matter for me.....haaaaa,1 ag skap die yg kdg2 buat aku angin satu bdn...bla kite tgah mrah,die blh plak buat lwk antarasungai die tu...adoiiii......smpaikn xleh nk beza yg mn crius ngn xcrius....O_0
tpi yg pnting die syg ak...( xde kaitan pun....)

moral of the story,terimalah seseorg tu seadanyew....we are not perfect...so,just accept to each other..( mod omputeh..ehehhe) hanya Allah sja yg sempurna....;)soo..lyan jew laa pics MyB ni....;)

if not mistake ni la pic ptma ak tgok kt fb kot...;)

pic sengal kan???eheheh....

ni time dinner pizza ngn die....

nilah pic yg die bngga sgt..wth mia...;)

dpt pnggilan istmewa????

morning2!!!!!!.....(sewel jap...)ehehehe.......tetiba "cik modku" dtg di pgi hari yg sjuk nih...aahahh..( ayat jiwang jap..)....ak dpt col from MyB pgi2 nih...tu yg sewel semaam jerkk...;)....sukew2 bila dpt ckp ngn die...

mklumlah,ak jauh gn die skrg..waaaaaaaaaaaa.........;(

tpi yg lgi best tu,die wat ak tgelak tergolek2 pgi2 nih...ahahah.....(lbih2 ni...)thanks MyB...love u lahhh....

ptg ni die de rehesal konvo lak...so,sorg2 laa nmpaknyew....tpi xpew....ak fhm...( ceh...ayat pasrah.....)

xtw nk ckp pew dah...aahaha...blurrr22..........k la..stop dlu....thanks MyB.....................;)

sampai syurga......

wink wink.......mlm ni ak lyan mentor 5....pergghhhh...mmg salma yg terbaik laa...mlm ni salma nyanyi rangkain lgu nirmala n mmpi laila...then die duet ngn mohd (juara mntor kberapa ak xingt..ahahah....)...lgu rock bebb...caya laahh.....

ika n shiha pun not bad gak laa mlm ni...cuma ratnah jew kurenngg....o_o....tpi ak tersntuh kot bila ika nyanyi lgu 

smpai syurga....tangkap leleh beb.....( tipu jew ni...ahahah...)...pnuh emosi woooo.....( pnuh emosi coz ak kna tgl sowg2 mlm ni...)....ngeeee.....

mls nk ckp bnyakk...xraaakkkk moddd....kptsn mentor mlm ni,salma , shiha n ika lyak ke fnal....

passtuuu,pew jdi????? pe g..tdo laa.....zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

the best moment...sunway + mines cruise.....;)

haaaa...kali ni ktorg kua ber"4"..eheh..xinggt laa bla tarikhnyew....ktorg g the mines!!!best wooo...
(tetiba jakun jap..ahahah)...ktorg g ngn mmber baek MyB ni.....faiz n farhah....yg pling best tu,MyB + faiz + farhah dtg ambik ak kt umh...eheheh...mcm puteri  lak de org dtg ambik...muaahahah.....

sesampainyer ktorg kt mines tu,msg2 duk tnya nk wtpew....ehmmm.....apew ktorg buat erkk??
jeng2,.......;)

the palace golden hotel...;)

comei.....;)

action jerkk lbih....

us....atas jmbtn..seb baek xjtuh...

ni laa fai n farhah...;)

pics kt ats tu smua kat mines.....eheheh...best kua lpak ngn geng2 MyB....;)

haaaaa.....ni de ckit pic kat sunway lak....eheheh....cer tgok...

my nasi...(xingt nma pew...eheh)..best2...

ni mee curry....;)

ok...xde pew nk story dh....nxt tme plak yeerr...;)